Good food fills the tummy,
good love fills the heart
good thinking makes a brain
good friends make a life
good life makes one happy.
is not what I want. I just want to be that girl that he will be happy to be with, that one girl that he will protect and love all his life. I don’t want to be liked by other men, just him. I want to be his, starting from that first kiss, from that moment that I realised how much I love him. It’s always going to be just him. And I want him to feel the same.
No, they don’t, but most often than not, the so-called numerical method of knowing whether one is intelligent can be a reflection of their effort, talent and dedication, too. GRADES are not all about intelligence, true. But we have to face the fact that in this society, average grades reflect an average intelligence.
So if you think you’re intelligent and deserving of acknowledgement, you have to work it, in your own way.
Yes, we do need to get past some things in life to be able to move on, and they say that if we forgive and forget, there will be a good chance that we will not have to worry about it in the future, walang excess baggage, ika nga.
But think about it, is it applicable to ALL of the wrongdoings we have experienced from other people? What if we’ve been hurt so bad? We cannot just brush it off, or be brave about it. No, some people’s actions need to be remembered for our own safety. This way, we will be able to realise and know what kind of person they really are, and protect ourselves from being hurt again.
In my opinion, there is nothing wrong about this. What is wrong is trying to forgive someone for the sake of forgiving, leaving oneself with no time to heal at all, and being susceptible to other’s actions. It’s not fair to rush forgiveness, not to gain closure from the previous hiatus, and especially not fair to be in the company of someone who will bring pain again and again, and again.
My mom has told me so many times to be happy with what I’ve got. And I am. There is no doubt about it, but I still cannot think about improving what I have. I am one of those people who have … ambitions. And mine are probably too high to reach at the minute. But that does not mean I will never reach them. Well, maybe I will, maybe not. Who knows?
I don’t know what the future holds for me. I do believe in fate, but I’ve never actually known how it works. I have given up on religion, but that does not mean I have given up on faith. I still believe. Maybe someday there will be this miracle and will make all these dreams of mine come true.
I will not stop dreaming. No one can stop me from living my dream and making more and more dreams. There is no one in the world that can do that except myself. When one stops believing in one’s self, that’s the time when dreams cease. Others are not to blame, but we are so blind that we cannot see that.
Dreams. They can be your reality. Keep on trying, keep on innovating. Keep on loving. Be yourself. Love yourself.
Maybe there are some people in the world that are not meant to be in your life. That no matter how much you try and please them, they will still see the flaws and they will always be that critic who always points out the negative and twists it to make what you thought a good thing about you turns out to be really horrible. Those people who do not care whether you are hurt by their words and think that they are doing you a favour for being “honest.”
The truth is, these people are just jealous because there is something good about you. These people enjoy your presence, but they do not know how to express themselves properly therefore projects their failures onto you. These people deserve no one. Not you who are kind enough to actually accept them in your life. Not you who tries your hardest to keep everyone happy. Not you. Because you deserve the opposite of them.
You deserve someone who will balance out your life, that will give you the right dose of criticism, at the same boosting your self esteem. Those people who may not always be there for you, but will definitely spare time to be with you. These people deserve you. You deserve them. There is no reason for you to implore others’ grace whilst there are some people who are already there, making you complete, but you take no notice of them.
Yes, we do need others. But we have to be wise as to whom we keep. Life is too short to be spent with those who will bring you down.
I cannot wait for that day when we will say our vows to each other, when I’ll be walking on that aisle, a red carpet only for me, and at the end you’ll be there, waiting for your one and only queen. I can just imagine your smile, that smile that always makes me want to fall in love every single time. That handsome face of yours that I see every morning, your cute hair which is perfect whatever you do to them …
I can’t wait for us to get married, so that I can tell the whole world that you and I made this promise to each other, that we are committed to each other. That we want to grow old together, share experiences with each other. That we are never giving up, no matter what happens, in richer or poorer, in sickness and in health …
Until death do us part.
As with the other things I have been greedy about, I do not want other people to know how special you are to me, how you make my world complete and how dependent I am to you. I am greedy and selfish, because once I lose you, there will be this hole in my heart that I will never be able to mend, that no one else will.
This is so me every night. I cannot sleep without him hugging me, us facing each other. Yes, he does snore and I hate it when he sleeps before me, but I will not trade the chance to hug him before I fall to my unconsciousness for earplugs because you know what, his snores actually tell me that he’s there. And it may come to a point where I get used to his snores and may search for his annoying snore every night just to fall asleep.
Yes, those small things make our relationship trivial. And memorable.