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Being in a mature relationship does not guarantee a flawless, perfect love. Though it does give couples more reason to trust and get to know each other more and nonetheless loving that imperfect person in front of you. It's not about being the "perfect" partner, but more of being a flexible individual not just for him, but yourself. It's about contentment and keeping the spark alive. No matter how long you're together, no matter how patched and rocky the path is. What matters is the fact that you hold on to each other's hands and fall in love with each other, over and over again.

Fri, 03 May 2013 20:45:46 +0100

I am sucker for beaches and beautiful places.

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 09:30:06 +0100

I am sucker for beaches and beautiful places.

because sometimes, all we have left is a little faith.

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 09:30:21 +0100

because sometimes, all we have left is a little faith.

There is no other way to describe how I feel for him, that every...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 09:30:05 +0100

There is no other way to describe how I feel for him, that every single day we wake up next to each other, I fall even more.

This is basically how I react when there’s food at stake.

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 09:30:30 +0100

This is basically how I react when there’s food at stake.

From your blonde hair to your green eyes, from your luscious...

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 09:30:30 +0100

From your blonde hair to your green eyes, from your luscious lips to your strong chest, your contagious laugh and heart-melting smile. I love you. I am in love with you.

To all my fellow TVD fans out there, you all excited to finally...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 21:41:19 +0100

To all my fellow TVD fans out there, you all excited to finally see Silas’ face?

Lost.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 13:19:36 +0100

It has been a while since I typed up a blog, even write one, actually. I have forgotten how to put my thoughts into interesting article, to be able to catch people’s fickle mind and make them think, “Wow, this kid can write.”

And then I realised, that’s because I stopped hoping, stopped honing my so-called “writing” skills and did not bother to nurture this gift I used to hold, that when I was bored before, I tend to pour myself into daydreams and make up a story that will lighten up my day, make it more interesting, at least. Now I just sulk and give up, click on some shopping sites and totally waste what little free time I have. Not wise.

I think I have a penchant of losing my thoughts in the middle of a paragraph, of turning what was once sparkly and has a grain of potential into nothingness, into a dull, old nothingness. Like I have let it all go, never to be within my reach again.

I hope it’s not too late yet. That I still have hope, just like any other average person has. I want to be involved in literature again, to be able to capture someone’s interest and make them believe that I can actually be something that I want to be, that I can conjure a worthwhile plot and make it into, well, a piece to read.

Other people has made it to Kindle Books, I want that, too.

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Thu, 14 Mar 2013 09:30:32 +0000

All I can think of is food. Is that normal? TT_TT

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 09:30:04 +0000

All I can think of is food. Is that normal? TT_TT

What to do when you are already in the brink of falling asleep, but then your tummy randomly wants to be fed?

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 22:53:22 +0000

Teenage years.

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 20:23:51 +0000

This post is a reflection of my introversion, narcissism and probably being a late bloomer.

So, i bought this cute dress and a lovely skirt today. I tell myself that it’s for my Philippines trip, but now that I have broke into these clothes and fell in love with them, I’m freaking sure I’m gonna wear them a lot this summer!

Like I said, this is gonna be a “reflection” post so here goes sentiments …

Today I realised how much I have missed on my teen years. Seriously, I am already twenty, turning one year older in few more months and I have only liked the idea of being a girl. Yes, my sense of fashion has been lacking since high school, but I think I’ve clothed myself decently and always on the safe side: jeans and shirts. I think I’m ready to move on from that.

I have to get over the fact that I am now twenty, and if I don’t try and embrace my girlishness then I will regret it all my life. I have to put on a brave face, be confident and enjoy being a girl, because I will be a “woman” in no time and, you know what they say, you can never bring back time. I will never be able to enjoy these clothes when I’m thirty and with kids, nor when I’m in a very professional job (maybe) so I should start now. I still have few more years to feel LIKE I’m a teen, so might as well enjoy it.

Aaaah. There, I like being a girl. I said it. Now I just have to prove it.

So, here are the things that I want to do when I back to Philippines for three weeks.

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 10:00:08 +0000

1. To enjoy the sun. This should not be difficult to do, eh? My country is definitely near the equator and I’m pretty sure we won’t have shortage of this, except of course if I happen to go at that time when the storms decide to visit my beloved country. I do hope in hell they won’t visit in Mar/Apr!

2. See old friends, hide from some. HAHA. Yeah, I know this is a bit mean, but to be honest I will not be able to meet them all, as much as I want to. There are also those people that I DO NOT WANT TO MEET AT ALL. If I’m lucky enough I will be able to avoid them … if not, TOUGH.

3. Get drunk. Erm, maybe not too much. But I do want to have a little drink, a little enjoyment with RBR while we are in Puerto Galera. You know, like what you see in those real life holiday documentaries … People getting drunk … except that the comparison stops there. I want to drink, not to get drunk and be sick all over the place or do worse stuff. So yeah! I want to be like the “sensible Natasha” in one of them episodes of Sun, S*x and Suspicious Parents!

4. Eat and eat and eat. Last time I went home, I was travelling a lot that I fudging forgot to actually have a lot of food! Like seriously, I haven’t gone to enjoy our delicacies in Batangas, Pampanga or even Cavite! I’ve always been on the go, eating junk (maybe). So this time, I would want to explore more exotic food, and yes get some curves in me. HAHA. I’m too skinny for my liking :( Or maybe after we went to the beach? HAHA.

5. Relax. This one is probably the most difficult thing to do. This journey is only for three weeks, and therefore my mom and I have to compress all the things we want to do in very little time, so we need to be going all the time and we might forget to relax. Oh well.

All in all, I just hope I will be safe, and that we will be able to do all the “important” things on our list. I can’t wait to go home! See you Philippines! Few more weeks!

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Sat, 09 Feb 2013 19:49:58 +0000

Haha! Here’s to those people we hate so much! *for...

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 09:30:26 +0000

Haha!

Here’s to those people we hate so much! *for whatever reason*

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Thu, 07 Feb 2013 09:30:28 +0000

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Wed, 06 Feb 2013 09:30:19 +0000

mitslife: gxo

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 09:30:17 +0000

mitslife:

gxo

myfruitsandkoreans: I always say this to him, and yes I mean...

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 18:19:41 +0000

myfruitsandkoreans:

I always say this to him, and yes I mean it.

Timothy, I want to grow old with you, to be 80-something and we’re still holding each others’ hands, watching our little family together. How even we’ve been together for soooo many years we still love to do the same little tricks we do to make each other laugh, and they still work. I want to still see your green shiny eyes looking at me with such love, that beautiful smile that always make my mood lighter still on your face even when you don’t have teeth. I want to be there with you when you get sick, to take care of you like Sheldon took care of Amy when she was ill, of course I wouldn’t swab you after. I want to be able to sit by the window, with a cup of coffee for you and tea for me, looking outside while snow falls hard, and we’re still warm and cosy with fire burning by the fireplace. I want to live a life with you. To be with you, until the end. All else may fail, but I hope not this. Not us. And we will make it work. Against all odds. Me and you. Us.

What I ask my teachers just to confuse them ...

Tue, 22 Jan 2013 09:30:26 +0000