And I will be on my own for 4 hours. It’s boring enough even if I have someone with me in the house, now it will be even more boring. If that’s a possibility.
I want to go to work now. It’s difficult to be in my position at the moment. Yes, it is true that I have an awaiting job, but I still don’t know when I will start, or whether I will actually get the job after all! It’s just frustrating how you can’t plan to go on places or do things because the ‘holy grail’ is not there.
What’s the holy grail in this scenario? MONEY. Without my confirmation with work, I am officially unemployed —a bummer with no money. *sigh*
I wish I have a genie right now. I will wish for that damn mail from the Philippines to be on my doorstep by tomorrow and I will get a call from the hospital at the same time. Hmmmm. If only.